Yes. I know that the supposed correct answer is 42, but I'm not looking for an answer. I'm just pondering how life can take such subtle turns, although sometimes quite drastic, and then before you know it you're up to your waist in the shit and you don't know what to use to try and get yourself out of it. I guess it's just funny how one minute you think you have everything under control and things are going great, and then you get your life crushed with the hammer of reality on the anvil of the universe. However, sometimes sparks come off of that dreadful hammer, and sometimes those sparks ignite into fires that illuminate the next path you should choose. So maybe we need to go through the pain in order to fully understand we are going next? Only if we grieve are we allowed to move on? Or do I not know what the hell I'm talking about, and just choosing to write down nonsense? Probably the latter. Yeah.